i want my life to be normal . like some 18 kids to go College , my dream was like to be something famous such as designer or smething , but my choice was Event Managing , but u guys wouldn't know Studying a event course cost you more than 4 Diploma Courses in TARC. Aiyah Private and goverment different standard la. noobhai one. You ask me borrow loan study one 40k course. i come out work. you want i pay till how old? 20 years? 20 year old come out , pay to goverment till i'm 40 still owe the goverment money . each month 160. a year 2k , i rather buy insurance so that time i pass away the money still flow what. There are so many part time job, why im not working for it? Hello there , Time pass very fast , 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 , im here 10 second already. No matter how poor how rich , bill gate or some slumdog , ur seconds , minutes , hours , day also like that pass what. no matter how sad , how happy. ? the time still moving what , tick tick tick. Friends always asked me , Why i cant wake up during 12pm when i called.? I think is because i donwant to waste my time sleeping on the bed , But i sleep at 8am in the morning , i waste my time to sleep too. why dont some scientist create some medical that human not need to sleep one. that time i 24hour work. confirm achieve my dreams. hope those big brain one will find the product la. Study + Work 2gther . Do you think easy to manage your time? Aiyo Guys out there, after class where got so song find work do or do homework one , sure at college kap lui one la , then flirt there flirt here. Wait Die la.

If one day i will pass away , but i don't know when . i just hope everyone know i die d la.

Mission is on the way. 3 years . 2012 , disaster time :D

Life is just fucking screw up everything im planning something . Why always the family must be the first Person that make me no mood one leh? Seriously. Every morning , got nag by mum , reach home , those kind of unsatisfied face. Just because you older , because u born earlier. If i were you , i also can go college now and drive my own car . Just that i sibeh ke lan eh sueh nia ma . all suffer by myself. i really hate life. Every of them try to make my life as normal as possible. But day by day , everything come straight and shoot me. To me , Monday - Friday is a fucking dulan day no matter what. Unless no one is at home , This is why Saturday Sunday i will be lepaking whole day or sleeping whole day . I don't wanna sit in the living room talking bullshit with u guys , I used to talk to you all alot. but day by day , Income not enough wanna ask for more , this that this that extra charge , car also less use. Walao ehh . U think very song arh every morning 6am wake up , 7 am go work , 7pm reach home , u come enjoy my life la. You try and see la. I think is suffer because i was from a wealthy to become a kesian felar la. If i born not wealthy i sure okay with the fucking situation one , is been two years , i hanging myself try to prove myself can be succesful . I did not blame time. i blame myself . being lazy . I already started to work hard since last month , Push my hobbies away . avoid from joining basketball competition already. I cant do everything in the same time.

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i just hate the Soe family. seriously , unfair !